Going to Heavenly Mother with My First Heart

I can feel Heavenly Mother's love through this essay.  Think about Mother, she always worry her child likewise, heavenly mother always care her spiritual children.   How can we live even one moment.
Heavenly mother's love melt away harden heart of the people in the whole world.

I hope you feel the love of Heavenly mother.

It happened some years ago.

By a suggestion from an acquaintance, I got a check-up. Till then, in my own way, I had confidence with my health, so I wasn’t worried about the results.

However, I got a flustering notification.

They said that it couldn’t be told on phone, so they told me to come to the hospital, not even with the person who got the same check-up, but alone.

When I went back to the hospital, I heard something that was hard to believe.

‘Cervical Cancer’

I couldn’t believe it, so for a few days, I was looking blank.

Holding the doctor’s opinion in my hand, I went to a larger hospital and set an appointment for the surgery. Until I was fully recovered after the surgery, it was a hard time for me internally and physically.

The doctor said that it was extremely rare that a small hospital could find that small cancer cell and that I must thank that doctor…

And if the cancer cell remained unfound, it might have risked my life.

I know that the one that I had to thank wasn’t the doctor, but Heavenly Mother.

For a while I was far away from Mother, but I have never forgotten Mother’s grace.

Mother, who holds my hands whenever I am sick spiritually or physically.

I thank Mother for not letting me forget Her, and for Her giving me strength to rise up again.

Help me to rise up my knees and start afresh with my first heart.

I believe that Mother, You are the One who can melt away harden heart, and the one who can guide me to again to feel the kind love of Zion.

Thank you Mother.